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Berlin Film Festivali : "Amnesty International Film Prize"
zihnin içinde yaratılan bin türlü oyunu dile getirildiği, uzun uğraşılar sonucu yazıldığı sanılan, fantastik bir clark ashton smith şiiridir. aynı zamanda the apocalypse of evil adıyla da anılan şiir, fantastik canlılar konulu bir belgesel tadını yaşatır. monstrous manual'i baştan sona okumakla birebire bir etki yaratabilir. konuyla ilgili olarak* incelenebilecek bir başka yapıt, aldous huxley'nin yazdığı ve meskalin'e övgü olarak tanımlanabilen the doors of perception'dır. aynı zamanda, ilk defa marco polo tarafından kullanılmış assassini* kelimesi, hashish eater anlamına da gelen arapça hashashin'den gelir. diğer bir taraftan, binbir gece masalları'nda 143. gece anlatılan* aynı isimli ve 798. gece anlatılan ve iki kişinin başından geçen bir öykü de vardır.*konuyla ilgili, son olarak verilmesi gereken örnek fitz hugh ludlow tarafından yazılan ve 1857 yılında ilk kez yayımlanan the hasheesh eater isimli kitaptır, ki içeriğinde aldous huxley'in biricik deneyinin 150 yıl önce yapılan bir benzerini bulmak mümkündür. merak edenler için clark ashton smith tarafından yazılan şiir şöyledir:bow down: i am the emperor of dreams;i crown me with the million-colored sunof secret worlds incredible, and taketheir trailing skies for vestment when i soar,throned on the mounting zenith, and illumethe spaceward-flown horizons infinite.like rampant monsters roaring for their glut,the fiery-crested oceans rise and rise,by jealous moons maleficently urgedto follow me for ever; mountains hornedwith peaks of sharpest adamant, and mawedwith sulphur-lit volcanoes lava-langued,usurp the skies with thunder, but in vain;and continents of serpent-shapen trees,with slimy trunks that lengthen league by league,pursue my light through ages spurned to fireby that supreme ascendance; sorcerers,and evil kings, predominanthly armedwith scrolls of fulvous dragon-skin whereonare worm-like runes of ever-twisting flame,would stay me; and the sirens of the stars,with foam-like songs from silver fragrance wrought,would lure me to their crystal reefs; and moonswhere viper-eyed, senescent devils dwell,with antic gnomes abominably wise,heave up their icy horns across my way.but naught deters me from the goal ordainedby suns and eons and immortal wars,and sung by moons and motes; the goal whose nameis all the secret of forgotten glyphsby sinful gods in torrid rubies writfor ending of a brazen book; the goalwhereat my soaring ecstasy may standin amplest heavens multiplied to holdmy hordes of thunder-vested avatars,and promethèan armies of my thought,that brandish claspèd levins. there i callmy memories, intolerably cladin light the peaks of paradise may wear,and lead the armageddon of my dreamswhose instant shout of triumph is becomeimmensity's own music: for their feetare founded on innumerable worlds,remote in alien epochs, and their armsupraised, are columns potent to exaltwith ease ineffable the countless thronesof all the gods that are or gods to be,and bear the seats of asmodai and setabove the seventh paradise.supremein culminant omniscience manifold,and served by senses multitudinous,far-posted on the shifting walls of time,with eyes that roam the star-unwinnowed fieldsof utter night and chaos, i convokethe babel of their visions, and attendat once their myriad witness. i beholdin ombos, where the fallen titans dwell,with mountain-builded walls, and gulfs for moat,the secret cleft that cunning dwarves have dugbeneath an alp-like buttress; and i list,too late, the clam of adamantine gongsdinned by their drowsy guardians, whose feethave fell the wasp-like sting of little knivesembrued with slobber of the basiliskor the pail juice of wounded upas. insome red antarean garden-world, i seethe sacred flower with lips of purple flesh,and silver-lashed, vermilion-lidded eyesof torpid azure; whom his furtive priestsat moonless eve in terror seek to slaywith bubbling grails of sacrificial bloodthat hide a hueless poison. and i readupon the tongue of a forgotten sphinx,the annulling word a spiteful demon wrotein gall of slain chimeras; and i knowwhat pentacles the lunar wizards use,that once allured the gulf-returning roc,with ten great wings of furlèd storm, to pausemidmost an alabaster mount; and there,with boulder-weighted webs of dragons' gutuplift by cranes a captive giant built,they wound the monstrous, moonquake-throbbing bird,and plucked from off his saber-taloned feeturanian sapphires fast in frozen blood,and amethysts from mars. i lean to readwith slant-lipped mages, in an evil star,the monstrous archives of a war that ranthrough wasted eons, and the prophecyof wars renewed, which shall commemoratesome enmity of wivern-headed kingseven to the brink of time. i know the bloomsof bluish fungus, freaked with mercury,that bloat within the creators of the moon,and in one still, selenic and fetor; and i knowwhat clammy blossoms, blanched and cavern-grown,are proffered to their gods in uranusby mole-eyed peoples; and the livid seedof some black fruit a king in saturn ate,which, cast upon his tinkling palace-floor,took root between the burnished flags, and nowhath mounted and become a hellish tree,whose lithe and hairy branches, lined with mouths,net like a hundred ropes his lurching throne,and strain at starting pillars. i beholdthe slowly-thronging corals that usurpsome harbour of a million-masted sea,and sun them on the league-long wharves of gold—bulks of enormous crimson, kraken-limbedand kraken-headed, lifting up as crownsthe octiremes of perished emperors,and galleys fraught with royal gems, that sailedfrom a sea-fled haven.swifter and stranger growthe visions: now a mighty city looms,hewn from a hill of purest cinnabarto domes and turrets like a sunrise throngedwith tier on tier of captive moons, half-drownedin shifting erubescence. but whose handswere sculptors of its doors, and columns wroughtto semblance of prodigious blooms of old,no eremite hath lingered there to say,and no man comes to learn: for long agoa prophet came, warning its timid kingagainst the plague of lichens that had creptacross subverted empires, and the sandof wastes that cyclopean mountains ward;which, slow and ineluctable, would cometo take his fiery bastions and his fanes,and quench his domes with greenish tetter. nowi see a host of naked gents, armedwith horns of behemoth and unicorn,who wander, blinded by the clinging spellso hostile wizardry, and stagger onto forests where the very leaves have eyes,and ebonies like wrathful dragons roarto teaks a-chuckle in the loathly gloom;where coiled lianas lean, with serried fangs,from writhing palms with swollen boles that moan;where leeches of a scarlet moss have suckedthe eyes of some dead monster, and have crawledto bask upon his azure-spotted spine;where hydra-throated blossoms hiss and sing,or yawn with mouths that drip a sluggish dewwhose touch is death and slow corrosion. theni watch a war of pygmies, met by night,with pitter of their drums of parrot's hide,on plains with no horizon, where a godmight lose his way for centuries; and there,in wreathèd light and fulgors all convolved,a rout of green, enormous moons ascend,with rays that like a shivering venom runon inch-long swords of lizard-fang.surveyedfrom this my throne, as from a central sun,the pageantries of worlds and cycles pass;forgotten splendors, dream by dream, unfoldlike tapestry, and vanish; violet suns,or suns of changeful iridescence, bringtheir rays about me like the colored lightsimploring priests might lift to glorifythe face of some averted god; the songsof mystic poets in a purple worldascend to me in music that is madefrom unconceivèd perfumes and the pulseof love ineffable; the lute-playerswhose lutes are strung with gold of the utmost moon,call forth delicious languors, never knownsave to their golden kings; the sorcerersof hooded stars inscrutable to god,surrender me their demon-wrested scrolls,lnscribed with lore of monstrous alchemiesand awful transformations.if i willi am at once the vision and the seer,and mingle with my ever-streaming pomps,and still abide their suzerain: i amthe neophyte who serves a nameless god,within whose fane the fanes of hecatompyloswere arks the titan worshippers might bear,or flags to pave the threshold; or i amthe god himself, who calls the fleeing cloudsinto the nave where suns might congregateand veils the darkling mountain of his facewith fold on solemn fold; for whom the priestsamass their monthly hecatomb of gemsopals that are a camel-cumbering load,and monstrous alabraundines, won from warwith realms of hostile serpents; which arise,combustible, in vapors many-huedand myrrh-excelling perfumes. it is i,the king, who holds with scepter-dropping handthe helm of some great barge of orichalchum,sailing upon an amethystine seato isles of timeless summer: for the snowsof hyperborean winter, and their winds,sleep in his jewel-builded capital,nor any charm of flame-wrought wizardry,nor conjured suns may rout them; so he fees,with captive kings to urge his serried oars,hopeful of dales where amaranthine dawnhath never left the faintly sighing loteand lisping moly. firm of heart, i fareimpanoplied with azure diamond,as hero of a quest achernar lights,to deserts filled with ever-wandering flamesthat feed upon the sullen marl, and soarto wrap the slopes of mountains, and to leapwith tongues intolerably lengtheningthat lick the blenchèd heavens. but there lives(secure as in a garden walled from wind)a lonely flower by a placid well,midmost the flaring tumult of the flames,that roar as roars a storm-possessed sea,impacable for ever; and withinthat simple grail the blossom lifts, there liesone drop of an incomparable dewwhich heals the parchèd weariness of kings,and cures the wound of wisdom. i am pageto an emperor who reigns ten thousand years,and through his labyrinthine palace-rooms,through courts and colonnades and balconieswherein immensity itself is mazed,i seek the golden gorget he hath lost,on which, in sapphires fine as orris-seed,are writ the names of his conniving starsand friendly planets. roaming thus, i hearlike demon tears incessant, through dark ages,the drip of sullen clepsydrae; and oncein every lustrum, hear the brazen clocksinnumerably clang with such a soundas brazen hammers make, by devils dinnedon tombs of all the dead; and nevermorei find the gorget, but at length i finda sealèd room whose nameless prisonermoans with a nameless torture, and would turnto hell's red rack as to a lilied couchfrom that whereon they stretched him; and i find,prostrate upon a lotus-painted floor,the loveliest of all beloved slavesmy emperor hath, and from her pulseless sidea serpent rises, whiter than the rootof some venefic bloom in darkness grown,and gazes up with green-lit eyes that seemlike drops of cold, congealing poison.hark!what word was whispered in a tongue unknown,in crypts of some impenetrable world?whose is the dark, dethroning secrecyi cannot share, though i am king of suns,and king therewith of strong eternity,whose gnomons with their swords of shadow guardmy gates, and slay the intruder? silence loadsthe wind of ether, and the worlds are stillto hear the word that flees mine audience.in simultaneous ruin, al my dreamsfall like a rack of fuming vapors raisedto semblance by a necromant, and leavespirit and sense unthinkably aloneabove a universe of shrouded starsand suns that wander, cowled with sullen gloom,like witches to a sabbath. . . . fear is bornin crypts below the nadir, and hath crawledreaching the floor of space, and waits for wingsto lift it upward like a hellish wormfain for the flesh of cherubim. red orbsand eyes that gleam remotely as the stars,but are not eyes of suns or galaxies,gather and throng to the base of darkness; flamebehind some black, abysmal curtain burns,implacable, and fanned to whitest wrathby raisèd wings that flail the whiffled gloom,and make a brief and broken wind that moansas one who rides a throbbing rack. there isa thing that crouches, worlds and years remote,whose horns a demon sharpens, rasping fortha note to shatter the donjon-keeps of time,or crack the sphere of crystal. all is darkfor ages, and my toiling heart-suspendsits clamor as within the clutch of deathtightening with tense, hermetic rigors. then,in one enormous, million-flashing flame,the stars unveil, the suns remove their cowls,and beam to their responding planets; timeis mine once more, and armies of its dreamsrally to that insuperable thronefirmed on the zenith.once again i seekthe meads of shining moly i had foundin some anterior vision, by a streamno cloud hath ever tarnished; where the sun,a gold narcissus, loiters evermoreabove his golden image. but i finda corpse the ebbing water will not keep,with eyes like sapphires that have lain in hell|and felt the hissing coals; and all the flowersabout me turn to hooded serpents, swayedby flutes of devils in lascivious dancemeet for the nod of satan, when he reignsabove the raging sabbath, and is wooedby sarabands of witches. but i turnto mountains guarding with their horns of snowthe source of that befoulèd rill, and seeka pinnacle where none but eagles climb,and they with failing pennons. but in vaini flee, for on that pylon of the skysome curse hath turned the unprinted snow to flame—red fires that curl and cluster to my tread,trying the summit's narrow cirque. and nowi see a silver python far beneath-vast as a river that a fiend hath witchedand forced to flow reverted in its courseto mountains whence it issued. rapidlyit winds from slope to crumbling slope, and fillsravines and chasmal gorges, till the cragstotter with coil on coil incumbent. soonit hath entwined the pinnacle i keep,and gapes with a fanged, unfathomable mawwherein great typhon and enceladuswere orts of daily glut. but i am gone,for at my call a hippogriff hath come,and firm between his thunder-beating wingsi mount the sheer cerulean walls of noonand see the earth, a spurnèd pebble, fall—lost in the fields of nether stars—and seeka planet where the outwearied wings of timemight pause and furl for respite, or the plumesof death be stayed, and loiter in reprieveabove some deathless lily: for thereinbeauty hath found an avatar of flowers-blossoms that clothe it as a colored flamefrom peak to peak, from pole to sullen pole,and turn the skies to perfume. there i finda lonely castle, calm, and unbesetsave by the purple spears of amaranth,and leafing iris tender-sworded. wallsof flushèd marble, wonderful with rose,and domes like golden bubbles, and minaretsthat take the clouds as coronal-these are mine,for voiceless looms the peaceful barbican,and the heavy-teethed portcullis hangs aloftto grin a welcome. so i leave awhilemy hippogriff to crop the magic meads,and pass into a court the lilies hold,and tread them to a fragrance that pursuesto win the portico, whose columns, carvedof lazuli and amber, mock the palmsof bright aidennic forests-capitalledwith fronds of stone fretted to airy lace,enfolding drupes that seem as tawny clustersof breasts of unknown houris; and convolvedwith vines of shut and shadowy-leavèd flowerslike the dropt lids of women that enduresome loin-dissolving ecstasy. through doorsenlaid with lilies twined luxuriously,i enter, dazed and blinded with the sun,and hear, in gloom that changing colors cloud,a chuckle sharp as crepitating iceupheaved and cloven by shoulders of the damnedwho strive in antenora. when my eyesundazzle, and the cloud of color fades,i find me in a monster-guarded room,where marble apes with wings of griffins crowdon walls an evil sculptor wrought, and beastswherein the sloth and vampire-bat unite,pendulous by their toes of tarnished bronze,usurp the shadowy interval of lampsthat hang from ebon arches. like a rippleborne by the wind from pool to sluggish poolin fields where wide cocytus flows his bound,a crackling smile around that circle runs,and all the stone-wrought gibbons stare at mewith eyes that turn to glowing coals. a fearthat found no name in babel, flings me on,breathless and faint with horror, to a hallwithin whose weary, self-reverting round,the languid curtains, heavier than palls,unnumerably depict a weary kingwho fain would cool his jewel-crusted handsin lakes of emerald evening, or the fieldof dreamless poppies pure with rain. i fleeonward, and all the shadowy curtains shakewith tremors of a silken-sighing mirth,and whispers of the innumerable king,breathing a tale of ancient pestilencewhose very words are vile contagion. theni reach a room where caryatids,carved in the form of voluptuous titan women,surround a throne flowering ebonywhere creeps a vine of crystal. on the thronethere lolls a wan, enormous worm, whose bulk,tumid with all the rottenness of kings,overflows its arms with fold on creasèd foldobscenely bloating. open-mouthed he leans,and from his fulvous throat a score of tongues,depending like to wreaths of torpid vipers,drivel with phosphorescent slime, that runsdown all his length of soft and monstrous folds,and creeping among the flowers of ebony,lends them the life of tiny serpents. now,ere the horror ope those red and lashless slitsof eyes that draw the gnat and midge, i turnand follow down a dusty hall, whose gloom,lined by the statues with their mighty limbs,ends in golden-roofèd balconysphering the flowered horizon.ere my hearthath hushed the panic tumult of its pulses,i listen, from beyond the horizon's rim,a mutter faint as when the far simoom,mounting from unknown deserts, opens forth,wide as the waste, those wings of torrid nightthat shake the doom of cities from their folds,and musters in its van a thousand windsthat, with disrooted palms for besoms, rise,and sweep the sands to fury. as the storm,approaching, mounts and loudens to the earsof them that toil in fields of sesame,so grows the mutter, and a shadow creepsabove the gold horizon like a dawnof darkness climbing zenith-ward. they come,the sabaoth of retribution, drawnfrom all dread spheres that knew my trespassing,and led by vengeful fiends and dire alastorsthat owned my sway aforetime! cockatrice,chimera, martichoras, behemoth,geryon, and sphinx, and hydra, on my kenarise as might some afrit-builded cityconsummate in the lifting of a lashwith thunderous domes and sounding obelisksand towers of night and fire alternate! wingsof white-hot stone along the hissing windbear up the huge and furnace-hearted beastsof hells beyond rutilicus; and thingswhose lightless length would mete the gyre of moons—born from the caverns of a dying sununcoil to the very zenith, half-disclosedfrom gulfs below the horizon; octopilike blazing moons with countless arms of fire,climb from the seas of ever-surging flamethat roll and roar through planets unconsumed,beating on coasts of unknown metals; beaststhat range the mighty worlds of alioth rise,afforesting the heavens with mulitudinous hornsamid whose maze the winds are lost; and borneon cliff-like brows of plunging scolopendras,the shell-wrought towers of ocean-witches loom;and griffin-mounted gods, and demons thronedon-sable dragons, and the cockodrillsthat bear the spleenful pygmies on their backs;and blue-faced wizards from the worlds of saiph,on whom titanic scorpions fawn; and armiesthat move with fronts reverted from the foe,and strike athwart their shoulders at the shapesthe shields reflect in crystal; and eidolafashioned within unfathomable cavesby hands of eyeless peoples; and the blindworm-shapen monsters of a sunless world,with krakens from the ultimate abyss,and demogorgons of the outer dark,arising, shout with dire multisonous clamors,and threatening me with dooms ineffablein words whereat the heavens leap to flame,advance upon the enchanted palace. fallingfor league on league before, their shadows lightand eat like fire the arnaranthine meads,leaving an ashen desert. in the palacei hear the apes of marble shriek and howl,and all the women-shapen columns moan,babbling with terror. in my tenfold fear,a monstrous dread unnamed in any hall,i rise, and flee with the fleeing wind for wings,and in a trice the wizard palace reefs,and spring to a single tower of flame,goes out, and leaves nor shard nor ember! flownbeyond the world upon that fleeing windi reach the gulf's irrespirable verge,where fads the strongest storm for breath, and fall,supportless, through the nadir-plungèd gloom,beyond the scope and vision of the sun,to other skies and systems.in a worlddeep-wooded with the multi-colored fungithat soar to semblance of fantastic palms,i fall as falls the meteor-stone, and breaka score of trunks to atom powder. unharmedi rise, and through the illimitable woods,among the trees of flimsy opal, roam,and see their tops that clamber hour by hourto touch the suns of iris. things unseen,whose charnel breath informs the tideless airwith spreading pools of fetor, follow me,elusive past the ever-changing palms;and pittering moths with wide and ashen wingsflit on before, and insects ember-hued,descending, hurtle through the gorgeous gloomand quench themselves in crumbling thickets. heardfar off, the gong-like roar of beasts unknownresounds at measured intervals of time,shaking the riper trees to dust, that fallsin clouds of acrid perfume, stifling mebeneath an irised pall.now the palmettoesgrow far apart, and lessen momentlyto shrubs a dwarf might topple. over themi see an empty desert, all ablazewith ametrysts and rubies, and the dustof garnets or carnelians. on i roam,treading the gorgeous grit, that dazzles mewith leaping waves of endless rutilance,whereby the air is turned to a crimson gloomthrough which i wander blind as any kobold;till underfoot the grinding sands give placeto stone or metal, with a massive ringmore welcome to mine ears than golden bellsor tinkle of silver fountains. when the gloomof crimson lifts, i stand upon the edgeof a broad black plain of adamant that reaches,level as windless water, to the vergeof all the world; and through the sable plaina hundred streams of shattered marble run,and streams of broken steel, and streams of bronze,like to the ruin of all the wars of time,to plunge with clangor of timeless cataractsadown the gulfs eternal.so i followbetween a river of steel and a river of bronze,with ripples loud and tuneless as the clashof a million lutes; and come to the precipicefrom which they fall, and make the mighty soundof a million swords that meet a million shields,or din of spears and armour in the warsof half the worlds and eons. far beneaththey fall, through gulfs and cycles of the void,and vanish like a stream of broken starsinto the nether darkness; nor the godsof any sun, nor demons of the gulf,will dare to know what everlasting seais fed thereby, and mounts forevermorein one unebbing tide.what nimbus-cloudor night of sudden and supreme eclipse,is on the suns opal? at my sidethe rivers run with a wan and ghostly gleamthrough darkness falling as the night that fallsfrom spheres extinguished. turning, i beholdbetwixt the sable desert and the suns,the poisèd wings of all the dragon-rout,far-flown in black occlusion thousand-foldthrough stars, and deeps, and devastated worlds,upon my trail of terror! griffins, rocs,and sluggish, dark chimeras, heavy-wingedafter the ravin of dispeopled lands,and harpies, and the vulture-birds of hell,hot from abominable feasts, and fainto cool their beaks and talons in my blood—all, all have gathered, and the wingless rear,with rank on rank of foul, colossal worms,makes horrent now the horizon. from the wani hear the shriek of wyvers, loud and shrillas tempests in a broken fane, and roarof sphinxes, like relentless toll of bellsfrom towers infernal. cloud on hellish cloudthey arch the zenith, and a dreadful windfalls from them like the wind before the storm,and in the wind my riven garment streamsand flutters in the face of all the void,even as flows a flaffing spirit, loston the pit s undying tempest. louder growsthe thunder of the streams of stone and bronze—redoubled with the roar of torrent wingsinseparable mingled. scarce i keepmy footing in the gulfward winds of fear,and mighty thunders beating to the voidin sea-like waves incessant; and would fleewith them, and prove the nadir-founded nightwhere fall the streams of ruin. but when i reachthe verge, and seek through sun-defeating gloomto measure with my gaze the dread descent,i see a tiny star within the depths-a light that stays me while the wings of doomconvene their thickening thousands: for the starincreases, taking to its hueless orb,with all the speed of horror-changèd dreams,the light as of a million million moons;and floating up through gulfs and glooms eclipsedit grows and grows, a huge white eyeless facethat fills the void and fills the universe,and bloats against the limits of the worldwith lips of flame that open . . .
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