live at sin e'de jeff buckley yorumunu dinleyebileceğimiz bir nusrat fateh ali khan şarkısı.
jeff, söylemeye başlamadan önce "nusrat is my elvis" diyor ve anlatıyor ona olan hayranlığını. söylemek zorundayım ki mal konser halkı pek anlamıyorlar bu sevgiyi. "bu nası ses ulan ahuah" tarzı hayvanca kahkahalara sahne oluyor ortalık ve şarkının devamında bütün kafenin şaşkına döndüğünü hissedebiliyorsunuz.

tam bu sırada farkediyorsunuz ki aslında nusrat ile jeff aynı kişi. "ruh ikizi" biraz eksik bir kavram kalıyor onların yanında; onlar daha çok "aynı ruh". bedenleri arasındaki yollar uzak, kalpleri arasında yol dahi olmayan iki ruh.

şarkının sözleri, ingilizce tercümesiyle birlikte:
saqi ki har nigah pay bal kha k p gaya
lehroon say khailta hoa lehra k p gaya
dancing to every look of the wine-giver, i drank
playing with the waves, i drank
ey rehmat-e-tamaam meri har khata muaf
mein intiha-e-shouq (mein) say ghabra k p gaya
o lord, forgive my sins
that i was afraid, but still with great pleasure, i drank
peta baghair izm yeh kab thi meri majaal
dar pardah chashm-e-yaar ki shay pa k p gaya
that i would drink without prerogative, when did i have such courage?
with the acquiescence of my lover’s veiled eyes, i drank

paas rehta hai duur rehta hai
koi dil mein zaroor rehta hai
close to me, far from me
someone surely lives in my heart
jab say dekha hai un ki aankhon ko
halka halka suroor rehta hai
since i have seen her eyes
this mild inebriation remains with me

aisay rehtay hein koi mere dil mein
jaisay zulmat mein noor rehta hai
she lives in my heart
like light lives in darkness
ub adam ka yeh haal hai har waqt
mast rehta hai chuur rehta hai
now is the state of this man that all the time
i remain enraptured, broken

yeh joh halka halka saroor hai
yeh teri nazar ka qasoor hai
this mild intoxication
it is the fault of your gaze
k sharab peena sikha diya
tairay pyar nai, teri chaah nai
that you have taught me how to drink
with my desire, my longing for you

teri behki behki nigaah nai
mujhay ik sharabi bana diya…
your flirtatious looks
have made me a lover of wine

sharab kaisi, khumaar kaisa
yeh sub tumhari nawazishein hein
what a drink, what a high
these are all your gifts
pilai hai kiss nazar say tu nai
k mujhko apni khabar nahi hai
how you have made me elated with your looks
that i am not even aware of myself

teri behki behki nigah nai
mujhe ik sharabi bana dia
your flirtatious looks
have made me a lover of wine

sara jahan must, jahan ka nizam must
din must, raat must, saher must, shaam must
the whole world is exhilarated
day, night, morning and evening
dil must, sheesha must, sabu must, jaam must
hai teri chashm-e-must say her khaas-o-aam must
the heart is intoxicated, so is the mirror, the glass and even the wine itself
your captivating eyes have made everything delirious

yoon to saqi her tarah ki tere maikhane mein hai
woh bhi thori si jo in aankhon k paimane mein hai
every kind of wine resides in your cellar
and then there is that look in those eyes as well
sub samajhta hoon teri ishwa-kari ay saqi
kaam karti hai nazar naam hai paimane ka.. bus!
i understand your cleverness well
it is the fault of your gaze, but the blame is put on the wine

teri behki behki nigah nai
mujhe ik sharabi bana diya
your flirtatious looks
have made me a lover of wine

tera pyar hai meri zindagi
tera pyar hai meri bandagi
to love you is my life
to love you is my bondage
tera pyar hai bas meri zindagi,
tera pyar hai bas meri zindagi
to love you is my life,
to love you is my life

na namaz aati hai mujhko, na wazoo aata hai
sajda kar leta hoon jab saamnay tu aata hai
not prayer nor ablution do i know
i prostrate when before me you come

bus meri zindagi tera pyar hai
my life is only my love for you

mai azal say banda-e-ishq hoon,
mujhe zohd-o-kufr ka gham nahin
i am a true lover
with no fear of the hereafter
mere sir ko dar tera mil gaya
mujhe ab talash-e-haram nahi
now that my head has found your mat
no need have i to search for heaven
meri bandagi hai wo bandagi
jo muqeed-e-dair-o-haram nahi
my bondage is to that spot
which is tied to no sacred place
mera ik nazar tumhein dekhna
ba khuda namaz se kam nahi
my taking one look at you
by god is equal to prayer

bus meri zindagi tera pyar hai
bus meri zindagi tera pyar hai
my life is only my love for you
my life is only my love for you

tera naam loon zubaan say,
tere aagay sir jhuka doon
to take your name,
to bow down before you
mera ishq keh raha hai,
mein tujhe khuda bana doon
my ardor tells me,
to make you my god
tera naam mere lub per,
mera tazkara hai dar dar
with your name on my lips,
i remember you every where
mujhay bhool ja'ay dunya,
mein agar tujhe bhula doon
the world will forget me,
if i forget you
mere dil mein bus rahe hein,
tere bepanah jalwe
in my heart reside,
your many glories
na ho jiss mein noor tera,
woh charagh hi bujha doon
that candle which has not your light,
will be put out by me

jo pucha k kis tarah hoti hai baarish,
jabeen se paseene ki boondein gira di
when i asked how rain happens
from her forehead, she dripped a few beads of sweat
jo pucha k kis tarah girti hai bijli,
nigahein milaein mila kar jhuka dein
when i asked how lightening falls
she met my eyes, and then lowered her lids
jo pucha shab-o-roz milte hain kaise,
to chehre pe apne wo zulfein hata deein
when i asked how night and day come together
she moved the hair away from her face
jo pucha k naghmon mein jaadu hai kaisa,
to meethe takallum mein baatein suna deein
when i asked about the magic in music
she whispered a few things sweetly
jo apni tamanaon ka haal poocha,
to jalti howi chand shamein bhujha deein
of my own desires when i inquired
quickly, she snuffed some candles
main kehta reh gaya khata-e-mohabbat ki achi saza di
and i was left saying, what a punishment for the sin of loving

mere dil ki dunya bana kar mita di, acha!
after inhabiting my heart’s world, you destroyed it
mere baad kisko satao gay,
mujhe kis tarah se mitao gay
kahan ja ke teer chalao gay
who will you torment after me?
how will you obliterate me?
where will you direct your arrows?

meri dosti ki balaein lo
mujhe haath utha kar duaein do,
tumhein ek qatil bana diya
thank my friendship
raise your hands and bless me
that i have made you a murderer

mujhe daikho khuwahish-e-jan-e-jaan
main wohi hoon anwar-e-nim jaan
look at me, desire of my life’s life
that i am that same man

tumhain itna hosh tha jub kahan
na chalao is tarah tum zaban
when did you ever have such self-awareness
don’t argue with me like this
karo mera shukriya meherban
tumhein baat karna sikha diya
in fact, be grateful
that i was the one who taught how you to speak

yeh jo halka halka saroor hai,
yeh teri nazar ka kasoor hai
kay sharab peena sikha diya
this mild intoxication
it is the fault of your gaze
that you have taught me how to drink

(dusessek - 19 Kasım 2007 14:57)

(bkz: ye yo)

(satine - 19 Kasım 2007 15:00)

live at sin e'de seyircilerle jeff arasinda bir nusrat fateh ali khan muhabbeti ba$lar. jeff bir seyirciye "hatirladiginiz bir $arkisi var mi, calmaya cali$ayim hava atayim size" gibilerinden bir $eyler söyler. eleman beyaz kapakli bir albümden bahseder (ustanin shahen-shah adli albümüdür bu), jeff de albüm kapagindaki pozu taklit ederek "o albüm mü?" diye sorar ve "hah i$te o" onayini alir. bu sirada bir seyirci "mustt mustt'u calsana haci" talebinde bulunsa da jeff o $arkiyi sevmedigi icin babayi alir. rahmetli biraz önce bahsedilen albümün ilk $arkisi shamas-ud-doha badar-ud-doja'nin ba$ini bir süre tingirdattiktan sonra durup "devamini bilmiyorum" diyerek seyircileri ortadan ikiye böler ve akabinde $öyle der; "ben size onun ilk dinledigim $arkisini (bir kismini) calayim".

jeff buckley'nin dinledigi ilk nusrat fateh ali khan $arkisidir. benim de.

(the celestial touch from grey to black - 18 Şubat 2008 19:45)

jeff bunu soylerken arkadaki estetikten nasibini almamis bazi dingil amerikalilarin gulduklerini duyarsiniz. sinirden geberirsiniz, tekme tokat dalmak istersiniz onlara. yanlis yerde dogmussun jeff...

(somogobedi - 9 Mayıs 2009 00:06)

jeff buckleynin yorumladigi nusrat fateh ali khan sarkisi. bu yeni yayinlanan live at sin-e kayitlarinda inanilmaz bir performansla soylenmistir.

(riptide - 13 Aralık 2003 10:50)

dinlerken jeff buckley sizden habersiz ciğerinizi söküyormuş izlenimi veren parça.

(nervus opticus - 7 Mayıs 2006 17:12)